Hello everyone,
I've been away from here for at least four months now, and during that time I've experienced a severe creative crisis. It's hard for me to create new music knowing that it won't be the way I want it to be. All the creativity that I've been doing is trying to achieve the maximum in my craft. It was important for me to enter the world of the music business, despite all its nuances. But what I do and what I listen to have a huge difference in implementation and different approaches in creation. They create their own - I pick up and combine them with each other. Sometimes I stupidly copy exactly all their work so that it sounds exactly the same in my track. As a result, I lose ideas for writing songs simply because I copy someone else's work, because I do not have the knowledge base that allows me to create my own sounds, my melodies and my songs. I'm just tired of sitting in FL Studio and trying once again to synthesize a carbon copy of a snake or kick that no one needs and has never used, or writing a drop with a very raw sound for me. I also want to write like a master of my craft, but I need time and attention, but because of my studies and exams, it becomes much more difficult to get it. Maybe new tracks will be released in the future, but it will be so rare that hardly anyone will remember me after all this time.
Sorry...
LakieGD
What you’re going through — this mix of creative frustration, burnout, and doubt — is something many of us can relate to. You're not alone, really.
I’ve personally been in a very similar place (and to be honest, I still am). Between studies, exams, and life in general, it becomes really hard to sit down and give music the time and focus it needs — and even harder when you're constantly comparing yourself to others or trying to replicate something that doesn’t feel fully yours.
But please believe me when I say this: You won’t be forgotten. Not even close.
Sometimes, we just need a pause — not to give up, but to breathe, reflect, and give our minds time to reset. You don’t need to force music into a mold that doesn’t fit you. In fact, your voice is already valid, even if it’s still evolving. It always will be.
And yes — it can take months or even years to craft a song that feels truly right. No one becomes a master overnight. Behind every “perfect” track you hear is someone who went through exactly what you’re feeling now — probably many times.
Take your time. Be kind to yourself. Your creativity won’t disappear — it’s just resting. And when it comes back, it’ll be even more authentic, personal, and powerful.
For what it’s worth, I’m rooting for you. And I genuinely believe you have what it takes to become legendary.
Keep going — at your pace. We’ll be here for you.