Hello everyone,
I've been away from here for at least four months now, and during that time I've experienced a severe creative crisis. It's hard for me to create new music knowing that it won't be the way I want it to be. All the creativity that I've been doing is trying to achieve the maximum in my craft. It was important for me to enter the world of the music business, despite all its nuances. But what I do and what I listen to have a huge difference in implementation and different approaches in creation. They create their own - I pick up and combine them with each other. Sometimes I stupidly copy exactly all their work so that it sounds exactly the same in my track. As a result, I lose ideas for writing songs simply because I copy someone else's work, because I do not have the knowledge base that allows me to create my own sounds, my melodies and my songs. I'm just tired of sitting in FL Studio and trying once again to synthesize a carbon copy of a snake or kick that no one needs and has never used, or writing a drop with a very raw sound for me. I also want to write like a master of my craft, but I need time and attention, but because of my studies and exams, it becomes much more difficult to get it. Maybe new tracks will be released in the future, but it will be so rare that hardly anyone will remember me after all this time.
Sorry...
